30.12.08

Israel:

Stop killing people?

http://edition.cnn.com/2008/WORLD/meast/12/30/gaza.aid.boat/index.html
http://www.nytimes.com/2008/12/31/world/middleeast/31mideast.html?_r=1&hp

60 civilians so far.
This is why unconditional support is bad.

25.12.08

A Tramp Abroad

Mark Twain wrote in 1880 on his travel's through Europe- a key visit on this trip was Heidelberg, Germany. His chapter on the students of Heidelberg is quite funny, yet 130 years later eerily fitting... enjoy, and Merry Christmas.

CHAPTER IV

Student Life

[The Laborious Beer King]



The summer semester was in full tide; consequently the most frequent figure in and about Heidelberg was the student. Most of the students were Germans, of course, but the representatives of foreign lands were very numerous. They hailed from every corner of the globe—for instruction is cheap in Heidelberg, and so is living, too. The Anglo-American Club, composed of British and American students, had twenty-five members, and there was still much material left to draw from.

Nine-tenths of the Heidelberg students wore no badge or uniform; the other tenth wore caps of various colors, and belonged to social organizations called "corps." There were five corps, each with a color of its own; there were white caps, blue caps, and red, yellow, and green ones. The famous duel-fighting is confined to the "corps" boys. The "KNEIP" seems to be a specialty of theirs, too. Kneips are held, now and then, to celebrate great occasions, like the election of a beer king, for instance. The solemnity is simple; the five corps assemble at night, and at a signal they all fall loading themselves with beer, out of pint-mugs, as fast as possible, and each man keeps his own count—usually by laying aside a lucifer match for each mud he empties.

The election is soon decided. When the candidates can hold no more, a count is instituted and the one who has drank the greatest number of pints is proclaimed king. I was told that the last beer king elected by the corps—or by his own capabilities—emptied his mug seventy-five times. No stomach could hold all that quantity at one time, of course—but there are ways of frequently creating a vacuum, which those who have been much at sea will understand.

One sees so many students abroad at all hours, that he presently begins to wonder if they ever have any working-hours. Some of them have, some of them haven't. Each can choose for himself whether he will work or play; for German university life is a very free life; it seems to have no restraints. The student does not live in the college buildings, but hires his own lodgings, in any locality he prefers, and he takes his meals when and where he pleases. He goes to bed when it suits him, and does not get up at all unless he wants to. He is not entered at the university for any particular length of time; so he is likely to change about. He passes no examinations upon entering college. He merely pays a trifling fee of five or ten dollars, receives a card entitling him to the privileges of the university, and that is the end of it. He is now ready for business—or play, as he shall prefer. If he elects to work, he finds a large list of lectures to choose from. He selects the subjects which he will study, and enters his name for these studies; but he can skip attendance.

The result of this system is, that lecture-courses upon specialties of an unusual nature are often delivered to very slim audiences, while those upon more practical and every-day matters of education are delivered to very large ones. I heard of one case where, day after day, the lecturer's audience consisted of three students—and always the same three. But one day two of them remained away. The lecturer began as usual—

"Gentlemen," —then, without a smile, he corrected himself, saying—

"Sir," —and went on with his discourse.

It is said that the vast majority of the Heidelberg students are hard workers, and make the most of their opportunities; that they have no surplus means to spend in dissipation, and no time to spare for frolicking. One lecture follows right on the heels of another, with very little time for the student to get out of one hall and into the next; but the industrious ones manage it by going on a trot. The professors assist them in the saving of their time by being promptly in their little boxed-up pulpits when the hours strike, and as promptly out again when the hour finishes. I entered an empty lecture-room one day just before the clock struck. The place had simple, unpainted pine desks and benches for about two hundred persons.

About a minute before the clock struck, a hundred and fifty students swarmed in, rushed to their seats, immediately spread open their notebooks and dipped their pens in ink. When the clock began to strike, a burly professor entered, was received with a round of applause, moved swiftly down the center aisle, said "Gentlemen," and began to talk as he climbed his pulpit steps; and by the time he had arrived in his box and faced his audience, his lecture was well under way and all the pens were going. He had no notes, he talked with prodigious rapidity and energy for an hour—then the students began to remind him in certain well-understood ways that his time was up; he seized his hat, still talking, proceeded swiftly down his pulpit steps, got out the last word of his discourse as he struck the floor; everybody rose respectfully, and he swept rapidly down the aisle and disappeared. An instant rush for some other lecture-room followed, and in a minute I was alone with the empty benches once more.

Yes, without doubt, idle students are not the rule. Out of eight hundred in the town, I knew the faces of only about fifty; but these I saw everywhere, and daily. They walked about the streets and the wooded hills, they drove in cabs, they boated on the river, they sipped beer and coffee, afternoons, in the Schloss gardens. A good many of them wore colored caps of the corps. They were finely and fashionably dressed, their manners were quite superb, and they led an easy, careless, comfortable life. If a dozen of them sat together and a lady or a gentleman passed whom one of them knew and saluted, they all rose to their feet and took off their caps. The members of a corps always received a fellow-member in this way, too; but they paid no attention to members of other corps; they did not seem to see them. This was not a discourtesy; it was only a part of the elaborate and rigid corps etiquette.

There seems to be no chilly distance existing between the German students and the professor; but, on the contrary, a companionable intercourse, the opposite of chilliness and reserve. When the professor enters a beer-hall in the evening where students are gathered together, these rise up and take off their caps, and invite the old gentleman to sit with them and partake. He accepts, and the pleasant talk and the beer flow for an hour or two, and by and by the professor, properly charged and comfortable, gives a cordial good night, while the students stand bowing and uncovered; and then he moves on his happy way homeward with all his vast cargo of learning afloat in his hold. Nobody finds fault or feels outraged; no harm has been done.

It seemed to be a part of corps etiquette to keep a dog or so, too. I mean a corps dog—the common property of the organization, like the corps steward or head servant; then there are other dogs, owned by individuals.

On a summer afternoon in the Castle gardens, I have seen six students march solemnly into the grounds, in single file, each carrying a bright Chinese parasol and leading a prodigious dog by a string. It was a very imposing spectacle. Sometimes there would be as many dogs around the pavilion as students; and of all breeds and of all degrees of beauty and ugliness. These dogs had a rather dry time of it; for they were tied to the benches and had no amusement for an hour or two at a time except what they could get out of pawing at the gnats, or trying to sleep and not succeeding. However, they got a lump of sugar occasionally—they were fond of that.

It seemed right and proper that students should indulge in dogs; but everybody else had them, too—old men and young ones, old women and nice young ladies. If there is one spectacle that is unpleasanter than another, it is that of an elegantly dressed young lady towing a dog by a string. It is said to be the sign and symbol of blighted love. It seems to me that some other way of advertising it might be devised, which would be just as conspicuous and yet not so trying to the proprieties.

It would be a mistake to suppose that the easy-going pleasure-seeking student carries an empty head. Just the contrary. He has spent nine years in the gymnasium, under a system which allowed him no freedom, but vigorously compelled him to work like a slave. Consequently, he has left the gymnasium with an education which is so extensive and complete, that the most a university can do for it is to perfect some of its profounder specialties. It is said that when a pupil leaves the gymnasium, he not only has a comprehensive education, but he KNOWS what he knows—it is not befogged with uncertainty, it is burnt into him so that it will stay. For instance, he does not merely read and write Greek, but speaks it; the same with the Latin. Foreign youth steer clear of the gymnasium; its rules are too severe. They go to the university to put a mansard roof on their whole general education; but the German student already has his mansard roof, so he goes there to add a steeple in the nature of some specialty, such as a particular branch of law, or diseases of the eye, or special study of the ancient Gothic tongues. So this German attends only the lectures which belong to the chosen branch, and drinks his beer and tows his dog around and has a general good time the rest of the day. He has been in rigid bondage so long that the large liberty of the university life is just what he needs and likes and thoroughly appreciates; and as it cannot last forever, he makes the most of it while it does last, and so lays up a good rest against the day that must see him put on the chains once more and enter the slavery of official or professional life.

24.12.08

Fröhliche Weihnachten!

Hello all- Merry Christmas!

I am in Köln now, living with my relatives. It's been really nice- they're great, and I always love returning to Köln, my German home city. If I ever live/work in Germany, I'd either work here or in Berlin, I think. Here because I love it, or Berlin because that's where the jobs are...
It's tough today. I miss my family, for sure. Christmas is a great day with my family, and it would be so nice to be there with them today. Mass at 4, then dinner at the Winberie, and return to shouts of "He came!" from my sisters. Candles lit, then to see the look on Sammi's face... Glühwein warmed up, slippers put on, and sitting around in a circle and opening presents. My parents happy, looking at their 6 creations together, smiling. This year there'll be a little dog running around too, who I haven't met, so he isn't really part of my fantasy. Maybe they've trained him to sit there like me, and to sing christmas songs or something. I'm sure he'll have a bell tied to his collar or something.
Talked to phil and luke yesterday- they seemed happy together. brothers are a great gift. so excited to see one of mine on saturday!
Saw Liz last week. Dreamy, as always.
Found a belgian supermarkt in Köln, there isn't one in Heidelberg. Bought some beer- mmm. Hands down, belgian beer runs circles around german. Belgian beer has a different goal- it's to be enjoyed more like wine, one, maybe two glasses. Then you're done, whereas the german bier is to be enjoyed in liter glasses in a loud beer hall.
not that i don't love german beer, and i hope I'm not angering anyone with this- Just something I've discovered. Problem with belgian beer, it knocks you out too quickly, like last night when I went to bed super early because of the beer at dinner. No good. Oh well, I'll find a happy medium.
Anyway, I wish everyone a lovely Christmas.
Love, Al

16.12.08

Apologies/Ferien!

Hello-
First, I apologize for not writing for so long. I know people say the Christmas season is so busy, but I really cannot use that excuse this time. I haven't been that terribly busy. I just kinda sucked this past month concerning my blog.
And I think I'll throw out a nice long post during the post-Christmas digestive period, giving a sorta look back on what Advent/Christmas means in Germany. Also because I have no "Lust" to do that now...
But I hope this finds everyone well. I am getting ready to leave for Köln on Thursday. I cleaned my room for Lukas, who's coming back with me from Köln. Really, I'm only writing this post because he wanted it. So your welcome.
But really, I am bubbling about leaving little Heidelberg for the big city, to be with loved ones and enjoy some home cooking. It'll do my soul (and belly) good.
I wish everyone luck on any finals or annoying parties they are attending, and wish everyone a great 4. Advent.
Love al

29.11.08

short story beginnings

29. November 2008

It’s cold. I stuff my fists deeper into the pockets of my coat, turn the collar upwards to shield against the wind’s stubborn attacks. It’s only a short walk, I tell myself, and push onward. My fists burrow, seeking depth that will only increase if the seams tear, which I really don’t want. This jacket is my favorite. It’s been through the good and the awful with me. I ought to respect it.
I don’t need to remind myself where I am going. My feet, at least, will never forget. I’ve made this trip countless times, back and forth, forth and back, constantly pivoting the days away. This is a constant. Schedules change, friends change, conceptions and priorities and ideals change, but this won’t change. It’s physical- one block east, five south, two east, and so forth. Until I make it to his office, his pretentious, ivy-covered-windowed, encyclopedia-lined, leather-upholstered office. He will be waiting, predictably, for our weekly conclave, our clashing of ideas, our hebdomadal posturing of eager idealism and senescent cynicism.
I must keep my feet spinning, but focus instead on steadying my thoughts. The battle ahead is not one for the weak of heart. I tell myself I am approaching this incorrectly: I ought not view it as a battle. He is the elder, the knowledged one. I am here to learn, not only the intricacies of my question, but the fundamentals of receiving and processing thoughts. In fact the concept of a battle is disappointingly inopportune, the more I wrestle with it. I imagine two soldiers approaching each other on a sweeping plain somewhere in northern France. There are thousands around them, but they see only each other. Tunnel vision takes over, the sounds of men falling and mines exploding are crafted into an eye of the storm. The men approach, guns aimed suggestively and eyes piercing through the dusk. Their boots hit the mud in accidental unison. They shiver with cold, excitement, anxiety. One seems utterly in charge, relaxed even, a true veteran and professional. The other approaches brazenly, blinking like an idiot. Soon their guns are close enough to touch- but they avoid any physical foundation for their relationship. As the ghosts of their fallen comrades swirl around them, the young soldier kneels in the mud, feels the wetness quickly seep through his camos and onto his skin. He looks up at his enemy and asks for advice. The old soldier laughs.
I am torn. I know that this cannot be a battle. My own daydream mocks my attempt at implicating that motif. Part of me is aware of my shortcomings, eager to improve, to learn from the greatest. But the other part of me, the one trudging with brow-furrowed intensity through the chilling cold, wants fireworks, wants an explosion of Hegelian dialectical intensity. Part of me carries that confidence. But the other recognizes what forces me to kneel in the mud. My walk carries overtones of this reconciliation.
I look up, finally. While walking my head has a tendency to drift downwards, towards the cracks and imperfections of the sidewalk. I play games with the breaks in the pavement- skipping the line, intentionally landing on it, counting the steps between. Childish games that permeate me. At least some see it so. I regret my addiction to these games, but not for the sake of my maturity. People fill their days with much more mundane time-wasters. I find my game has the benefit of protecting those I walk with- warning of large cracks or other impediments. What I worry, though, is that the world passes me by as I undertake this noble pursuit. Or maybe we all have our purpose.
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I apologize for my tardiness, and for the blinding fog thrown in front of my eyes as my glasses acclimatize to the radiating warmth.

Weihnachtsmarkt

Weihnachtsmarkt, and belgian waffles!


fußball

So my "mannschaft" got absolutely "mannhandled" today. We took part in the University's "Uni-Cup", basically a massive round robin indoor soccer tournament with about 50 teams. You play at least one day of games, and with success you can play on till the championship.
We lost all 4 today. Cumulative score of about 14-0.
But it's ok- we had a good time, which is what matters, right? It's just frustrating. All these Germans grow up learning how to kick a soccer ball before they can walk. And I'm over there in America, learning how to eat apple pies and throw a baseball. Don't get me wrong- they're very admirable, and generally applicable, skills. But not here. In Germany, you've got be really good at being on time, not breaking plans (I've found that to be a major issue), playing soccer, and aggresively cutting of cars in the street while biking. I'm pretty good at punctuality, thanks to my mom, and the biking also feels inherent. I don't know about improving at soccer. I think I'm going to ask Lukas to bring my football when he comes in December.
I am very excited for him to come. Distance makes the heart grow fonder. I just miss having a brother around. Good luck Lukas on Monday!
I hope everyone is warm, and happy. It's so dark here. The sun is gone around 3:30.
Word of the day: macabre. (grausig)

28.11.08

Depot!

I discovered today the closest equivalent I think I'll find to one of the greatest meals one can enjoy in Chicago- a Depot run. It's called a Winzersteak, with onions, and is served on a bread roll. Sadly, I've only found it at the christmas market, which is only around for another 4 weeks. I guess I'll enjoy it while I can!

26.11.08

It's beginning to look a lot like...


Weihnachten!

Today all the Christmas markets in Heidelberg opened up in full swing. All the bratwurst, glühwein, trinkets, and cheer you could ask for. The lights are all up, the Tannenbäume decorate the squares, and it's getting darker, colder, and a bit snowy! Harry Connick, Jr. has taken a more commanding position in my iTunes playlist, and the Advent candles are looking ready to burn.
I got a care package from my mom today: two tubberware full of cookies, two burts bees lip balms, and a wonderful Christmas decoration for my room. So wonderful... I made coffee today and ate probably 8 cookies... I miss homecooking. But I'm traveling to my relatives in Köln for Christmas, and they (almost) beat my mom at baking, so I'm pretty excited.

Enjoy the people you're with this Thanksgiving, and during Christmas. Because once all the stuff is taken away, the ipods and mittens and long underwear, you have the memory of being with people you love, and who love you. Of staying up, sipping wine, and laughing. Because only people who love you can give you a meaningful hug, can help you when you're down, and can bring you higher when you're flying. I'm thankful for those people in my life.

Listen to: "Lo How a Rose E'er Blooming" by Sufjan Stevens.

12.11.08

missing lemon

The past couple weeks I've been going through some serious Heimweh (homesickness).
I am pretty sure it's just due to passing events- my family got a dog, Halloween, the election- are three things I've missed that I'd loved to have been in Chicago for. But now the feeling is sticking around, while the events have passed. It seems that I'm trying to escape the overwhelming stress of having to present 4 referats in 3 weeks by cuddling inside thoughts of my mom's chocolate cake, and lately, of hitting the streets with lemon. Here's part of my therapy- photos of lemon and me. I need more, but alas, that won't happen until August!


5.11.08

"change gonna come, oh yes it will"

I stayed up till 5 am watching the Election returns. Long night!

Sometime during this marathon election, Michelle Obama committed a "gaffe" by saying that, for the first time in her adult life, she was truly proud of her country.

For the first time in my adult life, I'm proud of my country. Well done, USA.

But let's close this book real fast, and get to work making the world a better place to live in. Let's help people get healthcare, keep people in their homes, move towards alternative energy, and become a symbol of peace and freedom in the world.

From the German press:
"[Barack Obama] wird die Welt nicht führen können, zum mächtigsten Moderator jedoch kann er werden und zum wichtigsten Anwalt der Freiheit. Er muss es auch, denn die neuen Mächte in Asien haben mehr Macht als Ideen. Die Welt braucht Amerika. Freiheit- seit Dienstag hat das Wort keinen metallischen Klang mehr. Willkommen daheim, Amerika!" -Bernd Ulrich, Die Zeit.

We can do it. Congratulations Mr Obama. You'll do Chicago proud.


29.10.08

Sam update- just got off the phone with her-
One tooth gone, 4 are loose right now. She's excited for the puppy to come on Halloween, obviously excited to be a witch for the 31st, and is growing her hair super long!
That's all for now from the Sam front.

26.10.08

busking


It really does work. I made 5 euro in 30 minutes- if I would put in a full day's work, 8 hours, that's 80 euro, which ain't too shabby. Just too damn cold to keep playing. But once it starts to warm up, I'll absolutely do two hours a Saturday, pay for beer for the night.
Life is good- fast paced, busy, stimulating in many ways. This weekend was "epic"- we had our Feuernacht, which was basically a bonfire in the middle of the woods in this hut, with tons of people and sleeping outside etc etc. The stars were out, the night was brisk- a smashing success and a ton of fun.
But I am presenting my first Referat tomorrow afternoon, so the rest of my day will be full of sitting in coffee shops and libraries talking to myself. Can't wait!

God bless daylight savings time.

23.10.08

seriously?


Now, I don't like to broadcast my political views too loudly, ever since I wore a certain shirt to a choir rehearsal and received a hailstorm of ball-breakage.
But, really McCain campaign? You're going to continue to insinuate that Barack Obama is, or has any intention of aiding or befriending, a terrorist? We'll see how that plays out in 12 days. This is pathetic. The RNC is distributing this mailer with a cover, written in Joker-lettering, that reads "Terrorists don't care who they hurt", and it opens to an image of Obama with text, "Why would we care what they have to say?" It continues, "Barack Obama- not who you think he is."
Shame on the Republican Party for dipping down to such a level. I'd much rather see a comparison of health care programs or tax plans, or reform of the economic system, than this utter bullshit.

12.10.08

Things I like

döner. mit zwiebeln und scharfe soße.

first week (wie bunt! wie schön!)

Class went great. I am taking 5 seminars, which means 5 "Hausarbeiten" are due at the end of the semester (app. 50 pages in German!). But I think I can handle it.
Yesterday I went for a hike. I had no idea I'd be coming here and hiking so much, but it is so beautiful and such a perfect spot for hiking.
Going somewhere beautiful, simply by moving your feet, controlling every change in direction, connects you to the earth. Add to that the colors and the birds and conversation that accompanies a hike- it is addicting in a good way.

Today has been an intriguing juxtaposition of culture- on the one hand, Heinrich Heine's poem Die Grenadiere- about two soldiers' allegiance above all else to the French king, even from the grave... on the other, It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia's "Who Pooped the Bed?" College kids are fascinating in their capability to embrace the highest and lowest cultural expressions available.

8.10.08

New Bike!

There she is! Rides so smooth, nice and tall for me, and a pretty finish. Not quite sure of the name yet though. Ideas?

Don't worry lemon, you are still number one in my heart.

things that are ärgerlich

opposite to the set of things i love, there is a lot of bullshit here in germany.
and as i hadn't developed my blog until after most of my bureaucratic crap was taken care of, i'll just satisfy that by saying:

  • Registration. Sucked.
  • CitiBank. Sucks.

things i love

post #1 in a long series called

"Things I love about Germany"
essentially, a set of pros that i come across in daily life, that place the culture and lifestyle above that of my dear chicago's.

  • as I wandered around for a bakery at lunch today, looking for a brötchen or something to carry me over to cereal for dinner, i stumble onto a fruit market. buy some delicious grapes, and top it off with a feuerwurst with mustard. so good!

5.10.08




credit both photos to thorsten heidemann.

First post!

Hello-
I apologize for waiting so long to start this up. There really is no excuse- though I've been hellishly busy the past week, the three weeks before that were just a Groundhog's Day-esque pasture of nothingness (no offense to my wonderful family who hosted me in Köln).
But apologies aside, I'm starting this to keep you all updated on my year abroad in romantic Heidelberg Germany. I'm going to read a lot, learn a lot, and probably drink a lot.
A camera is on its way from Chicago so I can soon include photos.

Classes start tomorrow- I am glad I'm finally going to do what I came here to do. That is, read great literature and get better at German. Here are the courses- they're all seminars-
"Georg Büchner"
"Heinrich Heine: Lyrik"
"Christa Wolf: Ihr Werk im Gesellschaftlichen Kontext"
"Mythen der Männlichkeit: Don Juan und Casanova"
"Der historische Roman"
"Franz Grillparzer: Dramen"

I am probably most excited for Wolf, a 20th/21st century feminist German writer. Very excited for Es Bleibt, describing her experiences under Stasi surveillance.

At Chicago, I take a walk in the evening the night before each new quarter begins. I usually make a playlist of songs important to me at the moment, bundle up, and head to the Lake. Tonight I think I'll do the same, only this time it's the Neckar River, looking up at the Heidelberger Schloss. Better than the Chicago skyline from Hyde Park? Not sure yet. Doubt it.